Writers write from these three places: who they are, what they know, and where they are on the journey at the time. And we write, sometimes for ourselves, but more often for others—our family, others on the same kind of journey, and for the generations to come—hoping to pass on truths and traditions about living, learning, loving, even dying. I saved a quote I often consider before sitting down to work on a writing project:
“The two most engaging powers of an author are
to make new things familiar
and familiar things new” (Dr. Samuel Johnson).
Then I ran across Matthew 13:52 and figured Dr. Johnson must have known his Bible:
“Then said he (Yahusha) unto them,
‘Therefore every scribe which is instructed unto the Kingdom of Heaven is like unto a man that is a householder, which brings forth out of his treasure things new and old.’”
I’m not saying that I’m instructed unto the kingdom of Heaven, but doing an in-depth study of the Kingdom is on my list of next projects!
But, you see, I have this challenge to face at that moment when I put my fingers on the keyboard. I call it “ocean clutter”! Things start stirring inside me—deep places, secret places where memories, ideas, dreams, quotes, random thoughts, snatches of past research, first lines from books, and so much more—drifting around silently, moving from here to there by forces completely unseeable. Here’s a sample of what’s floating around in me presently:
It's time for some things to end
and other things to begin.
Landmark: The barrier between right and wrong.
Get your own life.
Come out of her my people.
Guard your gates!
Let it go!
Trust the process!
Stretch your tent curtains!
Nothing is as it seems!
Think on these things.
Live an undisturbed life.
Commune with your own heart.
Be available but not involved unless invited.
Restraint.
Refuse to be controlled by the clock.
Today: Stay in it!
Hardened: get stronger!
Then my task is to try and make sense of my ocean clutter, rounding it up in a big net, sorting it all out and make it meaningful and useful, if not for me, then for someone else.
I have heard, in passing, that mankind in general has a public life, a private life, and a secret life. I find that interesting for several reasons. Years ago, I began declaring before Yah that “I open my heart wide to him: nothing hidden, nothing secret, nothing held back”. I’m wondering if that “secret life” is our life “hid with Messiah in Yah” for the believer and something else for non-believers. I have known those who have had their “secret life” be revealed, and it’s not a pretty experience.
In Hebrew, the word “unfold” is pathach (pah’thack), H 6608, meaning an opening, disclosure, or entrance. Psalm 119:130 in the Amplified Bible reads,
“The entrance and unfolding of Your words give light,
their unfolding gives understanding
(discernment and comprehension) to the simple.”
It’s this “unfolding”—this revealing and disclosing that Yah is requiring of me, for his purpose. I haven’t always known that. It’s an uncovering of my inner life for others to see as I seek to unfold his word.
For years, I also declared the following with a surface understanding of each word:
“I choose life and blessing—
Your Way,
Your Will
Your Purpose
Your Plan
Your Time.”
And over the years each of those words have come to mean more to me. I discovered that the spiritual scholars of old searched for four things: the literal meaning, the implications that could be discerned, any connections within the Word (two or three witnesses), while hoping to find revelation from the Ruach as they studied.
And recently I learned that in Hebrew, each letter in a word opens a whole world of meaning in itself! This kind of study is called Tedusha.
In future blogs, I plan to take each of the words in my declaration above (way, will, purpose, plan, time) and share what I am learning as I seek the four levels of understanding (literal, implications, connections, and revelations) and explore each letter in the word from the Hebrew understanding. Along with each word, I will share my process and my many questions as things surface. Whew! Living an “unfolded life” is not for the faint of heart!